A new persona

Hello,
My name is Emily Gentaline Smith, I have dirty blonde hair, am somewhat short, love make up and dancing, and can be really shy before you get to meet me. When you do meet me and trust me I can open up and be a really fun loving person and sometimes the life of the party, I am 'single' and don't think boys will ever like me. I do well with my studies and have become a female murauder, sound cool?
Well actually thats not exactly true, sorry to say Mark life isn't as wonderful. In truth I am acting like Emily Gentaline Smith and am of course and as always Jessica Williams. I am stressed beyond belief, trying to live two lifes that are both going to heck, and am worried sick about things that havn't happened yet. I do have blonde hair, but I'm somewhat tall, my birthday is coming up soon and I bet no one will remember, and you know why? Because I just never mentioned the fact that I had a birthday, haha...sweet 16 and no one has any idea...just grand.
-Your adoring and loving baby sister Jessie who misses you deeply and resents the parts of her that are both Emily and Jessica and wants things to be like they were when you were alive.