Welcome to WAR!

Mark.
Haha, you have no idea of the kind of stress I have been under. I heard from a reliable source that Voldemort was not at all happy with the FDE. He thought of it as a fan club. And so I went to Professor Valwood to get rid of it. That was after the prevoked fight of Valwood and Liesel of course, which might I add did nothing to help my cause. I arrived at Valwoods door and told him everything, of course two of my fellow Slytherins were there, Ino and Malloren. Haha! Well, they can just wait and see what will happen next. Malloren is sworn against me, and is planning something, although what I do not know. He will have a hard time getting to me however, because there are only four members in the FDE that would dare help him. Jessica was the leader so their main member was out of it, and working against them. Jake was her boyfriend and they had been engaged for 2 whole years, there was no way he would ever in his life side against her. Ashley was a Gryffindor and had since left the school. Pat had joined with the KEy Club, Grettle wouldn't care. There was no way she would even bother, she had only joined in order to make Nathanial suffer. That left Daria, Ino, and Malloren. Jessica and Ino had become friends, but not very good friends, so it was possible that Malloren could win her over. Daria and Jessica had also become friends, but Daria was a friend of the dark lords, so she would probubly side with Malloren. On the other hand if she knew the truth that the dark lord hated the FDE then she might be less inclined. Jessica felt confident that it would come down to her and Jake against Malloren and Daria, which was what it was looking like right now. And she could handle that. Malloren needed to be put in his place, he was simply a pathetic third year. And Jessica had been ready to serve since before he was born. On the other hand Daria could prove a problem, but Jessica once more felt confident in her abilities. Aside from that, she was not going to start anything, if they wanted to lose Slytherin house points, that was their fault. She would defend herself, but for once in her life THE Jessica Williams was not going to start it. So thanks for listening Mark, I suppose I got a bit carried away with a third person diary entry. I just feel that there is not much to worry about, Jake and I will always have each other, and that is all we need. And besides that in three years the professy will happen and I might not even be alive, so what does it matter if a few Slytherins hate me? The whole school hates me, and thats the way I like it. Thats my cover.
-Jessie.
Ps. I say we let the war begin.

I've been thinking.

Mark,
I have been thinking. And I have grown tired of associating with the FDE. I may have started it, but never did I dream that it would be so discraceful. It's turned into a fan club for Voldemort. And I can not stand by and let my reputation fall to ruin because of these new members. Jake and Grettle were one thing, both understood what they were getting themselves into. But these people have no idea about the power that the dark lord posesses. I have reason to believe that he is not happy about the FDE. I am going to tell Professor Valwood about it imediatly. I have to. Otherwise I may not be brought into the good graces of the dark lord...besides that. I'm sick of having teachers hate me.
-Jessie.

Leave me alone

MARK!! I think I'm going to cry. You don't know how much I miss you. I love you so much. Why are you gone? MARK!!! Come back to me... please...please. My tear drops hit this paper and they will not bring you back, nothing will. WHY? WHY NOT? WHY WONT YOU COME BACK? I love you...Mark. You don't know how terrible it is here. Froyodor found my diary and he must have read it to all of the Hufflepuffs because RUBY KNEW ABOUT YOU!! She knew about how I didn't have any friends and she knew that you passed away. Do you have any idea? Mark... I miss you so much...I guess I'm getting ahead of myself... here it is. Mark. I walked down to the lake, I was going to practice for that Commercial so I wouldn't have to go home for the summer, and some of the hufflepuff girls were there. They were going to give Kaily a make over. I REALLY wanted to help. I love make overs, and I'm good at them. I was trying not to make it look like I wanted to help and it was sorta not going my way, then some girl came down when I called Ruby big nose and started telling me that I was stupid. I got really upset, I've been stressed out lately. Nathanial and I have a lot to worry about, the only difference is people GIVE HIM A BREAK. I just don't know what happened, one minute I was going to try and help with a make over, and maybe have some fun, the next we had our wands out. MARK. Why arn't you here for me now? You promised me that you would be! YOU PROMISED!! Mark, I don't even know if I will be able to look back and read this the page is so wet. MARK!!! I can't live without you, who is going to be here for me when I fall and when I don't know what to do? You were my ONLY friend, the only one. I can't believe your gone... maybe if I had come to grips with it sooner this wouldn't have happened. Ruby knows about you, and she isn't afraid to hit below the belt and use you against me. She is terrible. Mark I'm scared, I'm sad, I'm lonely. I need you, I need you to be here for me... please. My reputation is going to be ruined now, I'm going to have to pick a ton of fights just for people to think I'm THE Jessica Williams. I am a future death eater, and they will not discrase me! I am a follower! I am better then them! No matter what I must remember what you wanted. I did not chose this life, you did. When you died I knew I had to fullfill your dream to become a death eater and serve the dark lord. This is why I live, this is why I wake up in the morning. Mark. Why did you have to go? Please...please come back. How am I supposed to put up with these teachers and students? Valwood doesn't want me in his house. Corvis can't stand me. O'Brennan doesn't like me. Froyodor is obsessed with my breasts. And I don't know the other teachers. Ruby and all of the Hufflepuffs are always intent on making me suffer, the ravenclaws too. The other future death eaters have deserted me, and even some slytherins don't like me. I can't talk to anyone but Jake, and what if he didn't like me? He is the only person I have grown attatched to since you brother. I just can't bear another loss. I don't know what else to say, I need to go cry some more. I just... I just don't understand why I can't be like the others. I need to be like you. You were strong. You were a pureblood slytherin, you were better then me. Brother, I will be what you were going to be. One day I will help your dream to come true. PLEASE WAIT FOR THAT DAY. I will be there in heaven with you then and everything will be fine. I only need to live for three more years and then I can stop. The protectors wont need me, the dark lord doesn't need me, Craven doesn't need me...and I don't know about Jake. I need to go, brother I love you. I really do, I'm so sad, and scared. I just don't know what to do. I can't let those girls think that I am scared, I can't. I need to keep my reputation. They have no idea how much it means to me. Aside from Jake it's all I have left, my reputation, and your dreams that I will fullfill. I love you Mark, with all my heart and soul I love you. Please wait for me...Mark...please...I love you. I really do. I just... I can't live without you...Mark....
Your scared sad sister Jessie.

A true story

A small girl sits outside wearing a pink top and purple skirt, bandages on her knees from falling while trying to skate like the other kids. Her hair up in messy pig tails and a tear in her eye as it starts to rain. Her stockings are pulled up, one over her knee, the other falling down. The rain falls down and she sits on the porch getting wet, the water starts to run together with the tears on her face fogging up her glasses. Her parents are busy, off doing work to keep the family alive. They didn’t really care about her anyway. Her father and mother married young and had two children; boy, and then 5 years later a little girl. She was that little girl. Her brother was still in his elementary school in the fourth grade. But she was in kindergarten so she got out three hours before him. She had no one to talk to, and the doors to the house were locked so she couldn’t get inside. She was glad it was raining. The wind blew and soaked her inside and out making her freezing cold, but still she was happy for the rain. If it had been sunny the other kids would have been playing hopscotch or catch and she would be watching them with mournful eyes because they would never let her play.

A small girl started to get older without any real friends in school, she got picked on and made fun of all the time. Her brother was in high school and was busy a lot of the time, and her parents still away most always. Her brother was her only friend and helped her through the hardest points of her life. She struggled in school because she was so worried about what other people thought of her and started failing all of her classes. She tried everything to get them to leave her alone, she tried ignoring the kids, but that didn’t work. And then she turned to other ways of getting them off of her back. She started to get into fights and ended up getting hurt badly. She got sent to the office and expelled from her school. Her parents were upset with her, a third grader should have known better. They sent her to a new school and things weren’t much better, her brother had started teaching her some things that would help her with bullies and he gave her a wand. But she did not get much from her exchange of schools. She made friends with a girl named Brittany and found out later that she was not a true friend and had only bothered with her on a bet. The girl was devastated. She still fought through it all however; her brother helping her every step of the way.

A small girl was sitting at home one night alone eating a TV dinner at the kitchen table quietly. She was waiting for her parents to come home with her brother from a trip. Her brother was going to become a follower tonight. She had wanted to go desperately but her parents had told her no. So she stayed at home quietly thinking about her brother and how proud she was and how happy he was and how he was going to tell her ever detail of the event when he got home. She sat in silence then quietly as she finished then got up and threw her plate away and washed her fork off putting it away. She turned off the light and walked up the stair case. Looking into the rooms she passes she saw the bathroom and then her brothers room. Marks room. She looked at all the posters from bands like Papa Roach and the bed covered with a black comforter. She smiled, his T shirts were all over the floor as usual and it made her feel at home knowing they were all there. She passed her parents bedroom where the door was closed and went into her bedroom at the end of the hall. She undressed and pulled on a lime green night gown that was too small for her and had a hole in the lower part of its stomach. She turned her light off, took her glasses off and climbed into bed.

A small girl in the middle of the night heard a sound and got out of bed. Her father was home and panting. “TURN OFF THE LIGHTS!” He yelled slamming the front door and locking it. The little girl ran to do as she was told. When she came back from her bedroom after turning off the lights her father would not tell her anything, he was sweaty and had a large cut on his right arm. She decided that it was best to go to bed. She climbed into bed and tried to sleep but couldn’t she was scared, she wanted her brother. The next morning when she awoke her father was gone. It was Monday. She walked downstairs and got out a bowl of serial from the cabinet. She walked back over to the table and set it down realizing all the milk was expired by a few days. She looked at the newspaper that was sitting on the table; her father must have left it. Craven didn’t clean up much. She read the words printed on the cover and she froze, “APPREHENDED 3 DEATH EATERS, TWO KILLED.” The girl read the words then looked down the article, they didn’t have names, but they had pictures. Her mothers and two other people, a male and a female were in prison. And beside that her brother Mark and another boy were lying dead in the dirt. The moving picture showing no motion except for the wind rustling some leaves. The girl dropped the paper and started to cry. This girl was Jessica Williams.

Food fight

Dearest Mark,
I started a food fight with a ton of hufflepuff freaks. I am so pissed off though. I can't believe it. I just can't believe it. It was great, they all totally lost to Jake and I. And then they all left, that was when a teacher came. Chickens. Froyodor, the new hufflepuff head of house asked me who was in the fight with us. And being as kind as I am I didn't tell him. I don't know why. Jake and I were taken to his office and once there he asked me why I started it. I explained. And then do you have any idea what he did? He asked me if I was wearing a bra!! Here, look at the exact conversation:

"Are you wearing a bra?" he asked Jessica, still playing with the sickle by making it spin around.
Jessica looked down at her breasts. Her face grew very red she then said, "Um...yes...of course I am...why?" In a rather edgy tone.
Jake looked at Froyodor, he had half a mind to crucio him. This man is nuts....
"Oh... it didn't look like it from where I'm at. Some girls may develop a strange form of irritation because they don't.. you know with the hurting and the heavyness and what not... Perhaps you should try upgrading?" He said all this in a completly dead-pan face, unscathed from it all.
Jessica looked at her breasts, "Well...you have a point...I'm wearing a B now but I dunno if I'm a C...HEY!!" She just snapped out of it and tryed to slap Froyodor across his face. "We're not here to talk about my breasts. Are you going to punish us or can I go?" She asked him.
Franz leaned back casually in his chair, missing Jessica's attempt to slap him, and he put his hands hehind his head. He then added onto what he was saying. "...although walking around in that state would be punishment enough, I believe I will have to advise Professor Valwood that you would not make a wise choice for the Prefect position... with your anger management problems caused by your insufficient bra size."
Jake was clenching his fist and felt ready to crucio Froyodor around the block and back. He felt around for his wand, and realized in a moment of stupidity he had left it in his canvas bag back in the hall. DA** IT! He thought angrily.
Jessica's jaw dropped. "You..." SHe gritted her teeth, knowing he was serious. "FINE. I don't want the stupid prefect posistion. Give it to someone with no experiance. But you're SO going to pay for this." She said her hand clenched on her wand again, she was beyond angry right now. She was so the best choice. She was. He knew it. He was jelous of her. That was it. He was freaking jelous of her because she had nice breasts and he was an ugly old man. And a perve to boot. He was jelous. That was what she was going to keep telling herself. She was so going to get him back. Stupid...ugly...perverted....stupid...freakishly insain...man.... HE WOULD PAY. She was going to make sure of that. No matter how long it took or what she had to do. He just ruined her last 3 years here, well HA. He doesn't know who he's messing with. She was after all THE Jessica Williams. Her eyes narrowed into a glare. He wanted war. She could make his life heck too.

I just can't believe it. I seriously could cry. I know that my grades are the best, and I should have gotten it. And now I'm not going to because I pissed off him. And he is freaking new here. And insain, who in their right mind says you can't be a prefect because of your bra size???? He is insain. I think I'm oing to go cry now. This summer was terrible and everythings getting worse. Good bye Mark. I love you, Jessie.